Hi all Pmdd has become unbearable and I don't know how I get through it. All I know is that I feel desperate to make it go away. So hard, I feel so alone as am a single mother to 3 boys (and he doesn't really have them maybe only a few hours a week). I feel like I am spiralling out of control and it is so scary. Thing is because people see me on my normal days I don't think they actually envisage how awful I am during the rest of the time.
I feel like the worst mother in the world...I just want to be a good mum. I am barely coping with everything...I work but end up taking time off because of how I feel. I don't always get the boys to school either. The school are supportive..I have been honest about my condition and they also know what a hell of a year it has been (massive things have happened that I wouldn't wish on anyone). The school don't understand why I beat myself up so much they think I am doing a good job. I just don't know feel like I'm going crazy

I attached my poem but I don't know...think its rubbish...I was just thinking of showing it to my doctor to try and make them understand how I feel. Please read it at let me know what you think..I just feel like I can't do this every month it's not fair on my boys They need a happy mummy who doesn't shout
